Saturday, April 17, 2010
the pieces fall and shatter all around
sometimes you need to give yourself a little more credit. maybe a gentle smile in the mirror instead of that mean critical eye. i think it's obvious you aren't perfect and maybe never will be. never feel like yeah, i can take a break from trying to hard. but girl. you need to chill.
the pieces will fall into place at the exact time God wants them. and you will see that perfection is so overrated so relax and enjoy the girl
and out of focus
even this matters for a better more exciting you tomorrow.
even this is perfect.
i am breathing. trying to force myself to reconcile with this today: ...."what is the point in being "right" or "better" if its just to prove someone else wrong? isn't it enough that i am creative and trying my best at being myself?"
today. its just a little harder to believe. i keep thinking, it just doesn't matter.
seems like everything is the same. and i don't like that.
with a deep breath,